一輪の花

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 02:19:28 GMT

Haven't updated in awhile. So here we gooo! :D

Life has definitely gotten to be so much better. Like, it's unbelievably perfect.
Me and mom have been getting along so much better, and my dad's fucked off [:
Passed summer school! Made a bunch of new friends too. :D

OH and Marchanna? My friend from like, 6th grade. Uhm. She's a bitch who only cares for herself. So whatever. I can't even begin to explain how many times I've tried with her. But ah well. Life's so much better without her. P:

Blah, alright. I know I've been jumping from guy-to-guy this past like. year. or so. And I guess I do seem kind of slutty, but I'm not.
I took a break from dating and everything after Mathias, since I needed time to get over him, and just time for myself&friends. Which really was nice. [:
Went to the Avenged Sevenfold concert single, and I met a really cool guy named Max :D We were interested in each other at first, but he lives up in Strongsville, so we're just really good friends instead. C:
Ahh but thenn. fkldsjfkldsjf. Awesome things happened. I've had somewhat of a friend since the beginning of my sophomore year. I met him in ISS and his name is Brandon [: We hit it off really well, and he had the same lunch period as me and everything.

But then I kept on getting like. Vibes from him. That he hated me. Yet, he still came to my table to talk to me. Iunno. But about. I don't know, like, 7 months of knowing him, he finally forced me to hang out with him and Ian. And I adore mah Ian. :D He's so much fun~
But anyhow, we hung out, had a lot of fun together.. But the only thing that bothered me was that he's a stoner, and he drinks a lot. :/ But blah, later on that day, he hugged me goodbye and gave me a kiss. x3x Which caught me completely off-guard but also made me really happy. :D Idk. We've been dating ever since, and some shit has happened, which i'll post about later, but i honestly love him to death<3

dkgjdlfgjfklgj this was a draft. and i have no idea where i was going with all of this. but hahaha i'll just leave this here then c;

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 01:15:06 GMT

So, Mathias broke up with me.
Can't say I didn't see it coming, but. fuck. i've been so depressed lately.
we're still friends, i guess. but i'm head over heels for this damn guy. and i want to cry everytime i see him.
makes it worse when i hug him and feel his hand brush mine.

this fucking sucks.

there's also a slight chance i'm fucking pregnant. i was afraid of telling mathias cause i didn't want him thinking i'm one of those insane chicks who'll say anything to keep a guy. but i told him, and luckily, he isn't hating me for it. he said he'd help get the pregnancy test and whatnot, but still. i just... fuck.

i tried commiting suicide after i put two-and-two together with the whole pregnancy shit. one person stopped me this time, and i still can't believe that they care about me. it's really fucking weird..

my teacher also noticed how different i've been lately, so he's been keeping a close eye on me. ahah. great. and i still have a few thin scabs on my wrists from last week, but i figured, hey, this isn't noticable. wearing a short sleeved shirt shouldn't be a problem.

wrong.

teacher saw it, and pulled me aside after class talking to me about shit. it's nice that he cares, but him calling my mom about it is just gonna make everything worse.

i feel so empty.

[EDIT] ahaha. i sound like such a depressed bitch. which is the last thing i've ever wanteddd. gldfkjgdfkl. fuck i gotta cheer up before i lose more people.

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:49:55 GMT

Hmm. Today, mom actually wanted to spend time with me! Shocker!

She had a job interview over at Tower City today, so she woke me up around 10 and dragged me with her. It was my second time taking the train.. ahaha, i was so afraid. But, when the time came for her interview, she dropped me over at Caribou Coffee so I could hang with Jay. He works there, and you can't roam around Tower City when you're a minor.

I had a blast with him there :]
He got me A LOT of free food and coffee, haha. So I helped him out with his job a lil' bits. And when he got off work, he dragged me around Tower City. I met his friends, and realized how much of a lucky cunt Jay is. He gets so much free stuff! He knows everyone there. flgjkdfkl. ass.

Mom got off her interview, and she's pretty sure she got the job. =] Which makes me happy, since I ruined the last couple jobs for her.. but eh. She bought me and Jay books, and now we're back at the house.

Not exactly getting along with her, though.. I decided to talk to her about how she's making it hard for me to change, and she snapped at me. so lhjglhj. yeah..

I haven't been able to talk to Mathias today either. Which makes me really sad. :[ Talking to him is always the highlight of my day. I think he's really upset with me, though.. We talked last night, and he was angry about how I reacted about him leaving me up at the school. I hope he forgives me for that..

gdfgldkfjgkl. I'm tired of fucking up everything good in my life.
I just want to have the relationship with mom I used to have, when I lived at Lisa's. I miss her.
That, and I want me and Mathias not to have any problems.. He's such a good guy, and I don't really deserve someone this amazing.. I'm just dreading this summer. I don't think I'd be able to handle it.

Fuuuck. I'm horribly unlucky when it comes to relationships. >_

kjgfkdg. depressing post, needing to vent. BADLY.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 23:11:25 GMT

gahgahgah.

Phone's been taken away, as has everything else! I can't even watch TV!

Don't remember if I posted about this, but I broke up with John. I couldn't take his lying anymore.
&My good friend Mathias helped me out.

.. So I left John for him.

I'm horrible, I know.
I just wanna be happy, I guess.

Me and Mathias haven't even been dating for a month, but we've been through a lot of shit together already.

Nothing he's caused, of course. Just shit my insane mother does. glfjldkgj she called the cops on me the other day when i was at his house. lgjfdkgfg she's crazyy.

i'm kind of tired of my family. my brother's been a uncaring dick, my dad's just now trying to act like a father, and my mom's a retarddd. I seriously think she's snapped. I miss how close we used to be. I tried committing suicide one day when she marked me up pretty badly, but she caught me in the middle of it. ahaha. that ended bad..

I haven't even told Channa about that. glfkjgd. It feels nice to finally talk about it, although nobody's reading this. :C Ah well.

today kind of sucked ass too. Mathias promised me more kisses today, which i was looking forward to, but he forgot about that. D: And he told me he'd meet me after school today, and he didn't. So I walked home depressed and alone ahaha. I hate when people forget about me; it seems to happen a lot.

gfjkgkldfg. now i'm feeling realllyyy fucking lonely. I don't want to be here tonight. And I keep having random breakdowns.
I haven't felt this miserable since I was with John. Hum.

My eating disorder is back. Hooray. I don't want to eat anything. I can't. And if I do, I end up vomiting it out about 10-20 minutes later. Tim isn't involved in my life anymore, so I wonder what it is this time.

i don't think i can fake my happiness anymore. I really hope things start to look up.

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Thu, 21 Aug 2008 19:43:16 GMT

oflgkgkdfg. Rambling time.

It's fucking official.
My boyfriend is perfect. :D

I've never, EVER laughed so hard when I'm with someone.
Never smiled so much when I daydream of anyone.

sljff. It's been a little bit since I've seen him, but he called me last night and everything was perfectly okay. :D We talked 'till like 5 am, had 50 billion compitions through the phone, and he constantly teased me on like everything I said.

Oh gawd, I'm smiling like a retard now.
slkgjdflgdkfg.

Just EVERYTHING about this guy, it's seriously perfect. Even his flaws. If that makes any sense. wtfever~

Gahh. Even his VOICE it's soo. Masculine[lmfao] but soo soft at the same fucking time. x'D It makes me melt everytime he says my name. slkgjfl;kg;dfglkl. STOP SMILINGGGGG EHEHEHE.

;D He has a hotass body as well. lawl.

ANYWAY. Something BESIDES Mattbuttface,

..
Chelsea's dead asleep. IT'S FOUR FUCKING PM HOEEE.
I feel like snapping a picture of her.
Then putting Spock's nuts on her face.

Oh god, she'd kill me.

GAGJDSHFKJSDHF.

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Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:38:54 GMT

lulz. I guess nobody bothers with me anymore. :D
Ah well, I took forever to update. -shrugs-
I'm still gonna post though. I need somewhere to vent.

Tim's been putting me through more shit then ever. But whatever. I'm fucking sick of being used&lead on by his ass. He's really not worth all the pain. Mom and Matt helped me realize that. :]

I left Nick, we're too good of friends to date. Got asked out by a chick named Misti, said yeah, but she's dating a guy as well. -.- So I'm leaving her next time I talk to her. I don't want to put up with that.
Beh, I'm kind of cheating on her for it.

I'm dating one of my friends, Matt. :D
Ever since I first saw him I've thought he was soo hot. x'D I remember he used to flirt with me when I'd go to buy something at his job. [I think I was dating Tim then. lulz.]
:3 Started seeing him more in school, turns out he's one of Nick's really good friends. I was like wtf. That's the hot Walgreens man D: He's still in school!

Found out two nights ago he's had a crush on me since he met me. :] He asked me out, and I spazzed and said yeah. x'D Alot of chicks are hating me for it though.. lulz@them.

Only one person has bugged me about his age. Of course, that ~~bastard~~ person is Tim. Fucking surprise! lulz. Now he's all "omfgg. i'm not ovr u. ur bf's 18 he's gonna raep u. brake up with him!!!!111"

GOD I'M SO SICK OF HIS MIND GAMES. HOLY FUCKITY FUCK FUCK. ~_~

Whatever, fuck the age difference. Matt's an amazing ass person. As far as I know, he's perfect. ..and we're just 3 years apart. >_>

I swear it, he's gorgeous, he's such a gentleman, he's a complete sweetiee, has an amazing body x'D, and just so much like me. =] I have such a fun time being with him..
Everyone think I'm in love with him. But not yet. :D I just like him a whole fucking lot~
SPEAK OF THE DEVIL. He's calling right now. x]!!

I haven't been this happy in so long..<3 I can't wait to see him again. [&He lives on the street RIGHT behind me, on Mars. ;D Literally, a minute away.]

-dies- Anyway. I failed summer school. lulz Algebra I, here I come again.. fgkljdflg.

Today was actually a really weird day. Woke up early as hell to go to the dentist. :D I have no cavities~~
Lulz. Hygenist said I have "awesome teeth" lmfao. <3
2 HOURS IN A FUCKING CHAIR THOUGH. -dies-

Although it wasn't too bad. Matt was texting me the whole time. x]

Walked home after the dentist. Hung out with mom for abit, played video games. Texted Matt for about 99.9% of the day~

But like at around 6, mom flipped out and ran out the door without saying anything. So I was like, alright.. bye to you too mom D:

But like 15 minutes later, i got a call from a weird ass number. Picked up, turned out to be my brother.

He was in the hospital.

So I freaked out and ran out the door as fast as possible.
Apparently, he got way too drunk..
I was trying my best not to burst into tears, cause I was so scared for him.
He sounded so drunk over the phone.. It really broke my heart to hear him like that..

But he hung up when I was on Reverly, which is right by Walgreens. I knew Matt was working, so I decided to stop by and talk to him for abit.

D: It was so weird, he knows me so well. I wasn't even crying yet and he just hugged me really tightly and asked what was wrong.

;_; He helped me out so much.. I left with a huge smile on my face.
lulz. it's too bad i'm scared to kiss him x'D

ANYWHOOO. I ran to the hospital as fast as I could, and called mom on the way to see if she knew.
Apparently, she was in the room with him. -.- Although my drunk brother told me otherwise.

So I ran into the emergency room and saw mom&her boyfriend and Britt in the room with him.. My brother was drunk and being such a dick to everyone.. Argued with Brittany, said she didn't give a shit about him, even though SHE called the ambulance..
Said mom was horrible and shit.. It was so mean.

I hate seeing my mom cry, so I burst into tears and kept sobbing nonstop.
I tried leaving the hospital cause I didn't want to see my brother that way. I used to look up to him.. We were soo close. And now to see him in that state.. it just fucking sucked.

Afer about an hour or two of being at the hospital, we took him home. Although he was drunk as hell. Being really fucking stupid. ~_~
Went home, helped mom out with the house, tried seeing Matt again, but mom knew what I was up to >x> So I couldn't. So i just stuck with texting him and his friend[who thinks i don't exist lmfao.] Hung out with Britt some more.

She just left like an hour ago.. Now I'm just texting Matt again.
&My brother just woke up lulz. He's sooo hungover.
sux2buj.

KSDJFSDLF. Matt just told me he can't stop thinking about me. And he's gonna take me out on another date monday.
I'MSOFUCKINGHAPPYNOW.
x'DDDDDD<33333333333

anyway. idk. bored on msn. jessicerz@hotmail.com
aim-hachiko93

D; Hit me uppp~

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 19:55:16 GMT

So I haven't updated in 50 weeks, eh? D:

I've been wanting to update LJ, but I guess I'm too lazy.

Anyway, Since my last update,
I've broken up with Tim.
He had cheated on me twice. As far as I know.
Got a new boyfriend couple months later,
He left me 'cause he'd rather smoke pot. :X
Have a new boyfriend at the moment.
Been two months since we've gotten together, but we're too good of friends to be in love. Y'know? I just don't feel a connection with him.

s;dkfd.
I'm going to be a Sophomore now.
Barely passed the 9th grade x_x
I'm doing summer school, too.
For ALGEBRA.
jflsdkf.
I wish I hadn't slept in that class now. ;_;

Ehh.
My dad's still a complete dick.
But I see him at least once a month.
Living in Lakewood now, which is perfect for me. :]
I have the bestest friends anyone could ever ask for.

But mom has a new boyfriend, and he's LIVINGGG with us, so she doesn't bother much with me anymore.
And my brother's turning 19 soon,
So he's never home.
=| Didn't even spend time with me on my birthday 'cause he'd rather get high with his friends.
I love his girlfriend though. :D

---

I still talk to Tim, and although everyone gets upset at me for saying it,
I still love Tim soo fucking much. :[
He means the world to me, but he's fucking up pretty bad right now.
The girl he cheated on me with?
He's dating her now.

&It fucking hurts 'cause he told me that after he made out with her, since he loved me soo much, he "kicked her out of his life".
But then suddenly, this NEW chick comes out of nowhere, and becomes his best friend. He apparently knew her since he was younger. Her name was Lisa. I was slightly confused, but I was like okay, she's his friend.
He starts to date her, It hurt me a bit, but I didn't really mind. I want him to be happy.

BUT, it turns out her real name is Theresa[-twitch-]. The name of the chick he made out with. That's when I got really suspicious and started badgering him about her, saying that I knew it was that whore.
He finally admitted it.
He never kicked her out his life. She was there the whole fucking time. Although she's the one who ruined his "best relationship" with the "only girl he's ever loved". He's dating her now, and telling her he loves her.

What a way to fuck with someone's feelings, eh?

I don't understand why I love him as much as I do. I mean, I even found out he's been smoking pot behind my back. hdajks. I hate him so much, but I don't. D:

I dunno. Hopefully, I'll be able to get over him soon. Although it's almost been a year since we broke up. AGHHH.

But besides Timmy, There are two other guys I could definately fall for. :3
One's Tim's best friend, lmfao. He's so hot and sweet. dgkfg. He said if I lived closer, he'd date me. x_x Same goes for me. That bastard is fucking perfectt<3

Then there's Dylan/Agelmar. I text that guy every second of my life. And if we're not texting, we're on the phone. :3 He's the cutest guy ever. Slightly conceided, but he has many reasons to be. He has a girlfriend, and I respect that. Although it is a long distance relationship. :X So I try my best not to hit on him much. 'Specially since I have a boyfriend too. >.>
But the other day, he told me he wasn't sure who he loved more.
Me or his girlfriend.

I was like wuuuut. lkgjlfgfd.

Eh. Surprise, surprise. I have guy problems again.
At least it's not girl problems.
But that's only cause all the chicks here pretend to be lesbian/bi.
Skanks.
=\

Ehh. Half this entry was about my problemss.
I guess I just needed to vent.
8D I'll try to update soon. But about happy things~

x3 Byee

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 00:50:44 GMT

-sigh-

Yesterday was going great...

At least until mom came into the room.

She was crying non-stop, and I asked what was wrong..

She refused to tell me... And told me to stay in the room.

Of course, I didn't listen.

I mean. Wtf. My mom's practically having a break down. And she's going 'for a ride'? Wtff.

I thought it had something to do with my dad as usual..

But when she went outside, I hugged her and told her to just tell me..

I never would've expected that Jay would do such a thing.

Jay was supposed to be out with some kid named Drew, getting a job.

Instead, the cops busted the kid with a knife, and Jay with weed.

Goddamnit. He fucking promised me he would never have anything to do with drugs... He promised..

He knows I hate drug users. Anything that has to do with drugs..

That's not my brother..

It can't be..

I feel so let down.. I really do..

-sigh- I wonder what's going to happen when he goes to court..

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 02:55:31 GMT

Okay.

So, I gave Tim all my passwords.

To LJ, MSN, Yahoo, Gaia&Myspace.

&I already know all of his.

I was testing him to see if I could actually trust what he says.

Because he said that if he gets my passwords, he wouldn't go through my mail without my permission.

AHAHA. WHAT A LIAR.

GOING THROUGH MY MAIL, READING IT&DELETING SHIT HE DOESN'T LIKE.

The fuckkk. =_=

I ask him about it, and he plays dumb.

As he always does.

I'm not stupid.

How the hell would I read messages, that I got today at around Noon, when I haven't gotten online until now?

He's the ONLY person who knows my password to Myspace.

I'm not mad about him reading my mail-I have nothing to hide.

But the thing is, he lied to me. Again. He's always doing it.

And I'm sick of it.

I can't trust him on anything.

It seems like he doesn't trust me either.

But oh well.

I give up.

Jay's the only person left who I can trust anymore.

-sigh- I'm feeling light-headed..

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 19:18:15 GMT

=|

I'm pissed.

Mostly because I'm working on my Myspace profile, and it's being an asshole.

ASSHOLE I SAY.

D: Add mee.

www.myspace.com/ayanekun

But yeah.

Tim told me he had wrote me another poem yesterday, and never got it to me.

&Now he says he didn't write it down blah blah.

Meh. He always gets my hopes up.

Oh well.

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 21:30:44 GMT

Geoff says:
my step dad just called and asked what i wanted from BK and I told him a big mac
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
xD Wtf.
Geoff says:
lmao
Geoff says:
he was about to order it but i was laughing so hard that he realized that i was fucking with him

Ahaha. :D I love Geoffehhh.

[EDIT] D'x HE WON'T STOP!

Geoff says:
you know FIFA?
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
.-.?
Geoff says:
...
Geoff says:
fifa
Geoff says:
like soccer
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
D: Oh
Geoff says:
yeah
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
Dur >-<
Geoff says:
so
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
?
Geoff says:
I was talking to my friend
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and we're like
Geoff says:
wtf does it stand for anyway
Geoff says:
so I decided it means Fuckin In Frantic Aggression :]
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
xDDD AHahaha
Geoff says:
angry sex! =D
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
Lmfao xDDDD

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 02:19:10 GMT

Saw Transformers.

:D MOTHER FUCKING AWESOME FUCKING SHIT MAN.

FUCK YES.

I'M FUCKING GONNA GO FUCKING SEE THAT FUCKING SHIT A-FUCKING-GAIN. THIS FUCKING TIME WITH FUCKING BRANNDON.

FUCK YEAHHHHHH.

Ahaha. :D I love it.

FUCKER.

Ahahaha.

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 14:43:34 GMT

Okay. Aries now says he gets his license thingy next month.

UM. WTF MAN.

Make up your damned mind. Stop getting my hopes up already.

I don't even think I'm gonna be able to see him at all..

'Specially since I start school next month.

Goddamnit, this sucks.

I'm pissed.

[EDIT] Oh yeah. I, um, got the lovebird from Junito's nextdoor neighbors.

She's... Um.. Actually in my shirt right now.

... Yeah.

But her name is Peaches. =]

She's still a baby, but I cannot WAIT until Baby[Other lovebird] sees herrr~

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 22:17:41 GMT

Mom just grabbed me and started squeezing my back.

That's when I realized.

HOLY SHIT. I SHOULD UPDATE MY LJ.

D: I've been having ALOT of breakdowns lately. Mom says it's 'cause of what's going on&how Tim isn't here to help me, so I feel lonely. Something like that. Iunner. She told me that she's gonna take me to the doctor sometime soon. D: I don't know if I should gooooooOOoOoIoisdff.

Yeah. Went through alot of old Cof songs I haven't listened to in awhile. :D AHH MEMORIES.

Tim's out with Aaron&them. Camping. :( He's texting me, like, every half hour.

But oh well. He's having fun. =)

DJFSDJF HOLY FUCK. DUDE. YOU KNOW HOW I GOT A LOVEBIRD AT HOME? BABY?

WELL THE NEIGHBORS GOT A LOVEBIRD TOO, AND HE'S CHIRPING.

SOUNDS. JUST. LIKE. FUCKING. BABY.

:_: I'm sad now.

DSKLASDJ. TIM'S COMING DOWN HERE SOMETIME THIS MONTH! I CAN'T WAIT.

AHAHA. ARIES IS DRIVING HIM. :D FAGGGGGGGGGG.

IT'S GONNA TAKE AROUND FOUR DAYS DRIVING. BUT THEY CAN DO IT. CUZ ARIES BREASTFEEDS. SO I'M SURE THEY'LL MAKE IT.

:D:D:D:D:D

Semi-happy birthday :D (WITH PIX ;D)

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 03:29:19 GMT

Okay.

Worst best birthday. :3

STARTED OFF THE DAY AT JUNITO'S. SDKFDHFD.

FOREVER THERE.

Dad called at around 3pm. Sang happy birthday. Asked if I had any plans. Said no. Said he wanted to take me out to dinner.

Told him okay. yah. BUT WE COULDN'T LEAVE JUNITO'S HOUSE UNTIL HER CAME BACK. WHICH WAS AT 4:30 KLSFDF.

Called dad when I got home, told him I was getting ready. He told me to call him when I was ready.

BUT MOM WAS BEING SKLFDGJFS. AND KEPT RUSHING ME. AND SHE CALLED MY FATHER, "OH. LOL. WERE U TAKIN HUR."

Dad got mad. -no idea why- I called him when I was ready, he got pissed and blew up on me. Made me cry my heart out&&He told me to go to hell :(

I got miserable kept on crying. Texted Tim, asked if he could call. He did. We talked. He cheered me up alot more. But when he told me that he had to go, I burst out crying again. 'Cause I would've felt alone again.

Tim said that he didn't care, he'd go overtime on his minutes to talk to me. Which kind of made me sadder. :( I didn't want him wasting money on me. He was gonna stay, but dad was on the other line again.

Answered my dad's call, he apologized blah blah he loves me. Yeah right.

He told me to call him back when I was feeling better. Ahahaha.

Mom and Junito apparently didn't like to see me that way, so they took me to Best Buy. Bought me a new camera. :D:D:D:D it's AWESOME<3 Love it.

Came home, Isis literally DRAGGED me to the floor and pulled me into the living room. Lisa attacked me. "HAPPY BARFDAY" D:

Went to go into the kitchen, they tackled me down again, and Carmen, mom, Jay and Junito came out with a cake. :3

Sang happy birthday, surprise to me. :D Said they didn't like to see me the way I was earlier. 3: I almost cried.

AND NOW. I just called my dad back. Because I really do love him. No matter how many times he tells me, "Fuck you/Go to hell/I hate you." I still love him.

So we talked abit. And he said he's gonna go to Best Buy tomorrow and pick me something up. ;DDDDD DOUBLE AWESOMENESS. XD

&&They might take me to D&B's this weekend. :D I CAN'T WAIT

xD I feel so spoiled for once♥

Junito being a dork. :3

LOL CAKE :D

Isis, me&Lisa

lol :)

BUSTER! XD Doesn't he look like something out of "the dog"? :3

;o;

;D DRAMMAAA UP IN HUR

:D

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 20:40:08 GMT

Birthday today.

D: Yay-ish.

It's super boring.

And disappointing.

But oh well.

Hopefully things with brighten up.

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 21:24:09 GMT

-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
@@; woah..
-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
I was just reading your livejournal...
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There's like... nothing good of me....
[ †ƒαℓℓιиg ƒяσм gяα¢є† ] says:
@_@ back in the entries, there is.
[ †ƒαℓℓιиg ƒяσм gяα¢є† ] says:
I hardly update.
[ †ƒαℓℓιиg ƒяσм gяα¢є† ] says:
Only when I'm bored and/or pissed.
-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
Yeah...
-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
<< I can only guess what people who read it think of me..

x'D JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW. Tim's not a bad person.

D: Sorry if I made you seem like one, Babe. ILOVEYOU.

Although I don't think anyone ever reads my journal anymore... ._.