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Okay.

So, I gave Tim all my passwords.

To LJ, MSN, Yahoo, Gaia&Myspace.

&I already know all of his.

I was testing him to see if I could actually trust what he says.

Because he said that if he gets my passwords, he wouldn't go through my mail without my permission.

AHAHA. WHAT A LIAR.

GOING THROUGH MY MAIL, READING IT&DELETING SHIT HE DOESN'T LIKE.

The fuckkk. =_=

I ask him about it, and he plays dumb.

As he always does.

I'm not stupid.

How the hell would I read messages, that I got today at around Noon, when I haven't gotten online until now?

He's the ONLY person who knows my password to Myspace.

I'm not mad about him reading my mail-I have nothing to hide.

But the thing is, he lied to me. Again. He's always doing it.

And I'm sick of it.

I can't trust him on anything.

It seems like he doesn't trust me either.

But oh well.

I give up.

Jay's the only person left who I can trust anymore.

-sigh- I'm feeling light-headed..
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[Bioshock 2] [Big Daddy-Piggyback!]

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=|

I'm pissed.

Mostly because I'm working on my Myspace profile, and it's being an asshole.

ASSHOLE I SAY.

D: Add mee.

www.myspace.com/ayanekun

But yeah.

Tim told me he had wrote me another poem yesterday, and never got it to me.

&Now he says he didn't write it down blah blah.

Meh. He always gets my hopes up.

Oh well.
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[Bioshock 2] [Big Daddy-Piggyback!]

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Geoff says:
my step dad just called and asked what i wanted from BK and I told him a big mac
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
xD Wtf.
Geoff says:
lmao
Geoff says:
he was about to order it but i was laughing so hard that he realized that i was fucking with him

Ahaha. :D I love Geoffehhh.

[EDIT] D'x HE WON'T STOP!

Geoff says:
you know FIFA?
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
.-.?
Geoff says:
...
Geoff says:
fifa
Geoff says:
like soccer
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
D: Oh
Geoff says:
yeah
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
Dur >-<
Geoff says:
so
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
?
Geoff says:
I was talking to my friend
Geoff says:
and we're like
Geoff says:
wtf does it stand for anyway
Geoff says:
so I decided it means Fuckin In Frantic Aggression :]
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
xDDD AHahaha
Geoff says:
angry sex! =D
ε»∂ιvιиιтy`ς cяєαтυяє«з says:
Lmfao xDDDD
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[Bioshock 2] [Big Daddy-Piggyback!]

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Saw Transformers.

:D MOTHER FUCKING AWESOME FUCKING SHIT MAN.

FUCK YES.

I'M FUCKING GONNA GO FUCKING SEE THAT FUCKING SHIT A-FUCKING-GAIN. THIS FUCKING TIME WITH FUCKING BRANNDON.

FUCK YEAHHHHHH.

Ahaha. :D I love it.

FUCKER.
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Ahahaha.

Okay. Aries now says he gets his license thingy next month.

UM. WTF MAN.

Make up your damned mind. Stop getting my hopes up already.

I don't even think I'm gonna be able to see him at all..

'Specially since I start school next month.

Goddamnit, this sucks.

I'm pissed.

[EDIT] Oh yeah. I, um, got the lovebird from Junito's nextdoor neighbors.

She's... Um.. Actually in my shirt right now.

... Yeah.

But her name is Peaches. =]

She's still a baby, but I cannot WAIT until Baby[Other lovebird] sees herrr~
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[Bioshock 2] [Big Daddy-Piggyback!]

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Mom just grabbed me and started squeezing my back.

That's when I realized.

HOLY SHIT. I SHOULD UPDATE MY LJ.

D: I've been having ALOT of breakdowns lately. Mom says it's 'cause of what's going on&how Tim isn't here to help me, so I feel lonely. Something like that. Iunner. She told me that she's gonna take me to the doctor sometime soon. D: I don't know if I should gooooooOOoOoIoisdff.

Yeah. Went through alot of old Cof songs I haven't listened to in awhile. :D AHH MEMORIES.

Tim's out with Aaron&them. Camping. :( He's texting me, like, every half hour.

But oh well. He's having fun. =)

DJFSDJF HOLY FUCK. DUDE. YOU KNOW HOW I GOT A LOVEBIRD AT HOME? BABY?

WELL THE NEIGHBORS GOT A LOVEBIRD TOO, AND HE'S CHIRPING.

SOUNDS. JUST. LIKE. FUCKING. BABY.

:_: I'm sad now.

DSKLASDJ. TIM'S COMING DOWN HERE SOMETIME THIS MONTH! I CAN'T WAIT.

AHAHA. ARIES IS DRIVING HIM. :D FAGGGGGGGGGG.

IT'S GONNA TAKE AROUND FOUR DAYS DRIVING. BUT THEY CAN DO IT. CUZ ARIES BREASTFEEDS. SO I'M SURE THEY'LL MAKE IT.

:D:D:D:D:D
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Semi-happy birthday :D (WITH PIX ;D)

Okay.

Worst best birthday. :3

STARTED OFF THE DAY AT JUNITO'S. SDKFDHFD.

FOREVER THERE.

Dad called at around 3pm. Sang happy birthday. Asked if I had any plans. Said no. Said he wanted to take me out to dinner.

Told him okay. yah. BUT WE COULDN'T LEAVE JUNITO'S HOUSE UNTIL HER CAME BACK. WHICH WAS AT 4:30 KLSFDF.

Called dad when I got home, told him I was getting ready. He told me to call him when I was ready.

BUT MOM WAS BEING SKLFDGJFS. AND KEPT RUSHING ME. AND SHE CALLED MY FATHER, "OH. LOL. WERE U TAKIN HUR."

Dad got mad. -no idea why- I called him when I was ready, he got pissed and blew up on me. Made me cry my heart out&&He told me to go to hell :(

I got miserable kept on crying. Texted Tim, asked if he could call. He did. We talked. He cheered me up alot more. But when he told me that he had to go, I burst out crying again. 'Cause I would've felt alone again.

Tim said that he didn't care, he'd go overtime on his minutes to talk to me. Which kind of made me sadder. :( I didn't want him wasting money on me. He was gonna stay, but dad was on the other line again.

Answered my dad's call, he apologized blah blah he loves me. Yeah right.

He told me to call him back when I was feeling better. Ahahaha.

Mom and Junito apparently didn't like to see me that way, so they took me to Best Buy. Bought me a new camera. :D:D:D:D it's AWESOME<3 Love it.

Came home, Isis literally DRAGGED me to the floor and pulled me into the living room. Lisa attacked me. "HAPPY BARFDAY" D:

Went to go into the kitchen, they tackled me down again, and Carmen, mom, Jay and Junito came out with a cake. :3

Sang happy birthday, surprise to me. :D Said they didn't like to see me the way I was earlier. 3: I almost cried.

AND NOW. I just called my dad back. Because I really do love him. No matter how many times he tells me, "Fuck you/Go to hell/I hate you." I still love him.

So we talked abit. And he said he's gonna go to Best Buy tomorrow and pick me something up. ;DDDDD DOUBLE AWESOMENESS. XD

&&They might take me to D&B's this weekend. :D I CAN'T WAIT

xD I feel so spoiled for once♥

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@@; woah..
-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
I was just reading your livejournal...
-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
There's like... nothing good of me....
[ †ƒαℓℓιиg ƒяσм gяα¢є† ] says:
@_@ back in the entries, there is.
[ †ƒαℓℓιиg ƒяσм gяα¢є† ] says:
I hardly update.
[ †ƒαℓℓιиg ƒяσм gяα¢є† ] says:
Only when I'm bored and/or pissed.
-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
Yeah...
-'-~¥~-¨¤-P-¤-R-¤-I-¤-M-¤-O-¤-¥-¤-B-¤-L-¤-A-¤-Z-¤-E-¤-¨-~¥~-'.- says:
<< I can only guess what people who read it think of me..

x'D JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW. Tim's not a bad person.

D: Sorry if I made you seem like one, Babe. ILOVEYOU.

Although I don't think anyone ever reads my journal anymore... ._.
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Am I the only one who thinks that Nightwish now sounds like Within Temptation with Anette as the vocalist? D:

I mean, that's not a BAD thing. D: I just think Tarja was better since she made Nightwish more unique.

:< I'm grounded from the computer again. Mom went alll sdfjsdf last night 'cause I was on the phone with Geoff and talking to Tim via IM.

;_; I have to stay in the house now. I gots a black eye. D: ASK GEOFF. HE HEARD THE FIGHT. x'D I feel bad for him. He was all: "._. Um... Hellooo?.."

xD I need to apologize to him. D:

Only reason I'm able to get on right now is 'cause mom had court today.

WE IS TRYIN' TA GETS THA BROOKLYN HOUSE BAKZ. Iunno.

In a way, I wanna go back to Brooklyn, but then again. I don't.

D: I fucking LOVE my Cleveland.. Whenever you're bored, you can just get up and go to the lake. It's like a 10 minute walk.

and I was raised here. >x> I know almost everyone and their mothers. So it's kind of hard to get bored with everyone around.

Brooklyn... It's nice and all... But it's just TOO quiet for me. I'm used to people blaring their music at 2am, little kids squealing their heads off for no reason, police sirens and all that crap.

Iunno. But it would be nice to get our own house back.

I hate living with other people. D:
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